Listening tO: bOulevard -dan byrd
feeLn: ....mushy2 feeLn...

'juz One mOre day
anOtha than
n Lemme feeL it isn't reaL
dat i've been LOsing u

the sun wiLL rise
within ur eyez
cOme back tO me n we wiLL be
happy fOrever...'

hahaha....Ok...sO i've been feeLn dOwn diz few days...dun ask y...heLL...*pOutz* niewayz...i went tO tOwn wif shah yesterday....as usuaL i'm aLwayz Late...eheheh....he said he wanna gO beach rd tO buy sOme stuffs fOr wOrk...sO we met up at tOwn first n waLked Our way tOwards hmv...aLOng the way at ngee ann city...der was a prOmOtiOn gOing ard fOr the spOrts Life thingy..sO as usuaL der was fLOOrbaLL..saw stefan at a bOOth...der was a mini fLOOrbaLL cOmp gOing ard...reminds me sO much Of the days dat i wLd drOp by juz nOt OnLy tO suppOrt my frenz but aLsO tO see sOLi pLayed...LOOking back at it i was Lyk thinkn...WADDA HELL WAS I THINKING!!!....LOL...i mean...die² OsO muz gO n see sOLi....weLL dOz were the dayz...ahhaha....wen i wLd dO anythg fOr LOve...weLL...news fLash!...nO mOre!!...i'm tru wif diz LOve thingy...LOL...

sO aniwayz...we den went tO hmv...bLa...bLa...bLa...pLayed pOOL at cuppage..den i tOt i saw One dude whO LOOked Lyk sid pLayn pOOL wif a dudette....i tink it was the specs dat made him LOOk Lyk sid.. *pOutz*... wOnder wOt went wrOng btwn me n him...Other than dat stupid ayOb whO spOiLed everythg...things were juz gOing great...i mean nOt the rOmantic kinda great ....nOpe nOpe...dat i knew wLd neva happen (aLthO i wished it had!) ...juz dat he was opening up mOre tO me Of y he acts the way he is wen it cOmes tO gaLs...den ayOb spOiLs everythg...ergh!...

sO!!!...back tO yesterday!...ahaha....after pOOLing...we were Off tO beach rd...On da way tO mrt....bumped into fiza (missy20)....n bOy was her make up dat thick!!!...i sO cLd practicaLLy scrap a tOn Of fOundatiOn dat she used On her face.....ahakz...n i'm nOt exaggerating...sO we ajak her aLOng tO beach rd...it was kinda arkward (hOweva the heLL u speLL it!!!) cOz i din knOw wOt kinda cOnversatiOn tO haf wif her...but it went On great after awhiLe...:) she sO reminded me OF KID (raudah!!) ergh!...*pOutz*....tOtaLLy!!!...i was Lyk '...WHOA....dejavu!!!...' ...character wise...a LiL bit betta cOz nO sucking up were dOne...haahha...sO we hung ard at beach rd tiLL dinner tym n whiLe eating shah said dat fie was cOming dOwn cOz fiza was der...ahahah...dat fucking ah beng...gataL nak mampOs...ekekek... sO anywayz kinda missed him....datz y i stayed ard untiL he drOpped by....Oh yeah...whiLe eating at beach rd...guez whO was sitting behind me!!!!....NTsOciaL (#vatOs)....yes!!!!...it was him...i sO recOgnised the face dat i've been seeing in da vatOs webbie...i was gOing 'WADDA FUCK....itz him!!!!...shit!!!...' n i was pacifying myseLf like 'Ok Lyd...cOOL it dudette...chiLL..he dOesnt knOw whO u r Outside...' erm...but dOes he?...yeah...sO btwn 'yes he does' n 'nO he dOesn't' i was Lyk gOing crazee...den i tOtaLLy fOrgOt he was der after awhiLe...i accidentaLLy bLurted Out nina^ryqa's name...wadda heLL!!!...LOL...den i quickLy shut my mOuth....LuckiLy...i was seated such dat my back was facing him instead...ahahaha... ergh!!!...darn!!!...thank gOd...LOL...so anywayz...we waited fOr fie upstairs...bLa...bLa...bLa.... went hOme sOOn after...

came hOme expecting parents Oredi back....but suprise2!!!...dey aren't ....anOtha surprise Of da day was dat i reaLLy missed mOm...aLOt...i tOLd my sis abt it n she was Lyk..'...reaLLy..?...bedek ah...!'..hmmph.. y dOesn't anyOne beLieve me?...haha...juz cOz i aLwayz in an argument wif mOm dOesn't meann i wun miss her wen she'z nOt ard...i LOve her...i was cLOse tO her mOre den anyOne in da famiLy...Of cOz i'LL miss her...*pOutz*....weLL whO cares if dey dun beLieve me...haahha...i actuaLLy caLLed mOm up in maLacca n asked her tO cOme back tOday...n i'm expecting it...:) LOVE U MUMMY!!!...i dO...aLthO i'm aLwayz dun see ur way but i stiLL LOve u..haizzz....*bLush*....OnLy mum'z LOve is everLasting...Otha den dat...nOpe...nOpe...nOpe...nO Other LOve is as strOng as a mum'z LOve... (diz is the part wer u'LL sing 'ibu...ibu...engkau Lah ratu hatiku...'!!!) LOL...wOw...i typed reaLLy aLOt...keekke...Ok...tym tO gO...

wOnder werz my dude...itz Oredi 11.47pm n he's nOt OnLine...mebbe sLeeping...:) if u are den nytez hunny...erm...mOrning...ahaha...Ok...dOne..tired fingers...sLeepy fingers...nO wOnder dey r sO fat!!...ahahha...Ok...here cOmes the Lame part.....Ok...i'm dOne....but i can't stOp typing...shit!!...*pOutz*...Ok...dOne!!!!


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