Listening tO: i dun wanna faLL in LOve - tOnya mitcheLL
feeLn: ZzzZZzz...*yawnz*

'...i dun wanna faLL in LOve..tiLL i knOw e LOve is true...'


hmmm...i haf tO gO n pay my fees tOday....feeL sO lethargic OLLOfa sudden....ZZzzZZzz...haaah... i miss being in skOOL...i reaLLy dO...sumtymz i wOnder hOw cOme i reaLLy messed up big tym since sec skOOL.. i mean..i dun tink i'm dat dumb aLthO i knOw i'm nOt dat smart either...but hey...i'm an abv average dudette... scOred a 250 fOr my psLe...ahakz...weLL again...tings change....pri skOOL dayz i was a bOOkwOrm...a nerd..sec skOOL dayz i was a erm....i dunnO...but being a nerd was way Outta my League by then...hahaaha...y did i screw up O LeveLs...hmmm...as i've said tO daya (my eLder sis) Last nyt...i've gOt nO mOtivatiOn diz few years...seriOusLy...pLus da fact dat peepz ard me OLwayz nag...itz a reaL turn Off...sO i rebeLLed n sLack...reaL aLOt...hmmmm.... nOw i feeL dat i'm ready....ready tO buck up Once again...y?...weLL cOz...

> i've gOt LOts Of frenz....few dat i can keep fOr da rest Of my Life...few dat i can haf fun wif... n der r few dat i wLd keep my distance from...wOteva it is...i'm happy wif whO i'm mixing ard wif...my circLes Of frenz can neva be cOmpLeted...juz dat i'm happy wif hOw it is fOr the tym being.....

> in terms Of mOney n cLOthings...i dun need dOz ...weLL nOt LiteraLLy... i juz dun need dem in abundance... juz enuff...n i haf dOz in my LIfe Oredi...

> in terms Of reLatiOnship...hmmm...i reaLLy dunnO n wLdn't wanna tink abt it untiL the tym cOmes... juz gO wif da fLOw ryte baby?...LOL...*muiiiiiiiackz*

> reLatiOnship...famiLy wise...i'm happy wif the way tings r...mOm is treating me better...i knOw i've been cOmpLaining abt mOm...but i reaLLy LOve her...n i tink itz tym i make changes in my Life.... aLthO i dun feeL gOOd n disappOinted abt wOt rustam (my 2nd eLdest brO) did....i stiLL haf tO juz cOntinue my Life.... he is afteraLL my brO dat i LOve... but he brOke me heart....big tym...but i guez datz his Life... i'LL be der tO Listen n heLp...in any way i cLd... but truth aLwayz remains dat he brOke my heart n dreams...

sO....i"m back!!!....back tO wanting tO study n make it big!!!...reaL big...ahahaa...i dun diz feeLn wun wear Off...i hOpe i'LL stiLL haf diz drive tiLL i finished my A's....n in wOteva i set my heart fOr...:)

ZaZa: gOOd Luck in ur finaLs dearie!!!!...:)

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 12:06 PM