Listening tO: anGeL -amanda perez
feeLn: sumhOw affected

diz sOng reminds me Of him...wen he Left me den...hahaha...i juz asked fOr pic...her pic...she juz had tO send me a whOLe LOad Of pix Of her n maLan...hmmm...it shdn't bOther me...wasn't suppOsed tO...but then i am..dunnO y...ahahha... nOw it feeLs Lyk mOre n mOre i dun wanna be in an another reLatiOnship cuz it wLd OnLy be fOr the wrOng reasOns..reasOns Lyk i wanna prOve tO dem dat i can be happy tOO.. but then again?...wOteva fOr ryte?...but it'z juz me...sO i figured.. i'm stiLL in Love wif him...hahaha...Or am i?... cOnfused dudette.... ahaah... Ok fact...fOr nOw... nO mOre reLatiOnships fOr me... cOz i tink i'm better Off aLOne..:) sincereLy i am.. but whO knOws... One day...sumOne might make me change my mind..... wen wiLL it be?...i dunnO... sOOn i hOpe...cOz i'm feeLn mOre n mOre secure Of being aLone as the days gO by... startn tO beLieve dat i'm meant tO be aLOne.. juz aLOne n nOOne eLse...

miss u zaza...*muiackz*.... i sO dunnO wOtz gOing On btwn us...but i seriOusLy hOpe u aren't affected at aLL by wOt i'm feeLn nOw..

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 4:51 PM