Listening tO: dat m'sia sOng On tv...
feeLn: sLeepy...

i've gOt diz whOLe stack Of papers tO finish...but itz juz seems endLess...*yawnz*...niewayz.. shahran (secret 7) has 'dumped' me... after tOking tO each Other fOr aLmOst everyday... juz cOz i refused tO meet up wif him...ahakz... i feeL a LiL bit disappOinted dat it has tO end diz way... again... y dO i haf diz habit Of having diz kinda situatiOn... but One thing sure dO affected me...sumthg he said.. dat i'm seLfish cOz i wanted him tO teLL me if he was gOing tO 'dump' me n nOt caLL me anymOre.. but On his part...he dOesn't knOw y i refused tO meet up wif him...sO dat was seLfish On my part...yea.... very...i admit..but then again...everyOne Of us is seLfish in Our Own LiL way.... One day i'LL send him an expLanatiOn... LOL.. sumtymz...juz sumtymz...i wish i'm sOmeOne eLse.. but Other than dat pathetic few tymz...i'm happy being juz the way i am...

i've gOt a berfday pit On 8th may...nOt mine..NiNa^RyQa's...feeL Lyk gOing...mebbe der'LL be sOme bOOze der... been a LOng tym since i Last tasted any...Last tym was wif bijik...Last yr...at espLanade.. ahahah...nOt dat i'm a drinker...i'm nOt...juz a sOciaL smOker...a sOciaL drinker... i dun even nOe wOt dat suppOsed tO mean...juz a term sumOne used On me...LOLx....but again...by gOing tO dat pit...i'LL haf tO get her a prezzie!...ergh!....

i miz him sO very much!....ahakz...my baby...muiackz!!!!... Last few dayz been reaLLy weird....me n him...ahakz... i dunnO y i expected aLOt frOm him...sOri syg!...LyDy syg zaza~....eh nO...wrOng way...zaza syg Lydy!!!...wkakaakak....


LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 11:57 AM