Listening tO: mebbe - enrique igLesias
feeLn: fuLL...

diz sOng reminds me Of hirman...an ex bf....ahakz...at Least datz wOt he said...we had been tOgeder fOr OnLy 11 days...hahaha...hOw cute...sO anywayz... i did gO tO the wedding dinner...(fickLe minded eh?) ahakz... sO went in my white baju kurung...LOOked kinda sweet...ahakz...i tink...at Least i tOt sO... nuthn much happened der...went tO fag in my baju kurung wif da rest...hOw uncOOL was dat...urgh...i hate gaLs whO smOked in der baju kurung but again...i cOntradicted myseLf n did da same thing..hmmm...weLL at Least we went tO a hidden spOt...pLus it was nyte tym n der was nOOne ard...been awhiLe since i Last fagged.... hmmm... mebbe...juz mebbe...*smiLez*

sO tOday i wOke up Late...at 8.15 diz mOrn...n skOOL starts ar 9 at bishan...ahhaah.... wOw... but i was der On tym...reached at 9! mrs c was OLredi der..:) sO cLass was Ok...tru Out the 2 hrs i had used up 2 packs Of tissues... n the Last hr i had tO reused sOme Of da used Ones!!!...ahahah...hOw grOss was dat?...nO nOt grOss...datz survivaL skiLLs...ahahah... i gOt tO knOw dat da cute chi surfer dude is terrence... he spOke in cLass juz nOw.. n mrs c caLLed his name... *drOOLz* haahha...

after skOOL i went On tO having my Lunch wif izan (my new fOund fren whO is very hyper n she irritates me sumtymz!)... went tO bishan's s11... dey dun haf much variety Of fOOd der!!!... i ended up eating indian fOOd which i din reaLLy Lyk...*pOutz* .... ate a LiL...den we went Our separate ways... i tOOk mrt n drOpped at tamp....decided tO drop by at da Library...ahahha...tOt Of bOrrOwing sum bOOkz...but i had a hunch dat derz Overdue fynz...kekeke...true enuff...i checked wif da staff n i had an amazing 87 bucks Of I.O.U!!...ahahha... dey sure make mOney wif peepz Lyk me!....guez i wun be abLe tO bOrrOw bOOkz fOr a reaL LOng tym tO cOme..kekeek

wen i came hOme..first ting i did...checked if he had pOsted any messages fOr me..he did.. i dunnO wen he did it.. i was LOOking fOr him aLL day yesterday...mOrning wen i wOke up..nOOn b4 i Left fOr cLass...evening wen i came back fOr cLass n b4 i Left fOr the dinner...n nytetym after i came back n b4 i went tO sLumberLand... sumhOw Or rather nO msgs had been Left fOr me tiLL diz mOrn Or Late Last nyt...sO guez wOt...i din get it tiLL i came hOme tOday... sO basicaLLy i was waiting in anticipatiOn aLL da tym in cLass..hOping i'Ld see dat famiLiar face Outside skOOL...but disappOintment began to set in aLL day LOng.... i'm nOt mad at u...juz at the situatiOn... cOz i've waited fOr a repLy...asked sO many peepz if dey had seen u OnLine...but dey dun seem tO knOw wer u were..Left a msg wif few peepz.... mebbe u were bz...mebbe u were Outside...juz mebbe... checked my emaiL...Left u a msg tO ur reg nick in irc... Left a message in my bLOg... but nO repLy tiLL i gOt hOme... disappOintment aLL da way... nOt mad at u...again..i'm juz mad at da situatiOn....sO pardOn me if diz bLOg seems tO be pOinting finger to ur directiOn..nOt u...ITZ DA FUCKING SITUATION....




LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 6:25 PM