Listening tO:me sniffing away.....juz gOtten Out Of the shOwer...
feeLn: very naked....datz cOz i am!!...ahakz..

hmmm...*pOutz*....y issit dat i can't seem tO pOst anythg in da chatterbOx thingy!...been tryn...but my pOst is aLwayz nOt pOsted!...ergh...

yana: thanx hun!!...u r sOOOOO cute....kekeke...*huGGiez*... pLus i'm Oredi smiLing...

addie: true enuff dat bitches r everywer....but i din wanna haf dat perceptiOn Of her cOz shez wif sumOne i used tO LOve.....n i dun want tO think dat he has a Lack Of judgement fOr her character n thus chOse her instead Of sum Other nice gal...(nOt referring me Of cOurse!!)...LOL...hey...bring me a cOOL cute n cLumsy surfer dude!!!...dun be stingy n haf dem tO urseLf!... :)

sO....been awhiLe since i Last bLOg...been bz....wif wOt? ......i haf nO idea!...ahakz... nuthn much tO say anywayz....sat..went Out wif zaza tO watch mOvie...we were suppOsed tO gO tO n study after dat at the esplanade Library.....instead, we went tO sit at the rOOf tOp cOz it was fuLL in the Library...sO tOk...tOk...tOk...untiL Lyk abt 8 pLus...tOOk pics wif his camera fOne...(aLL diz tym we were suppOsed tO be studying!!).... den pack up n Left....ahakz...was fun...i had a nice tym zaza.... sun....din dO anythg much...went Over tO suffian's pLace (my eLdest brO) n went Out wif dem... mOnday....sat at hOme n rOtted...tues...same as the day b4....wed...tOday...wOtz da agenda fOr tOday....hmmm...LOL...

sO anywayz....i had a weird dream yesterday...can't exactLy remember the detaiLs...but One particuLar part Of the dream was sO vivid dat itz reaLLy starting tO take effect On my whOLe mOOd fOr the day... itz abt rustam (my secOnd brO)....we were in da hOspitaL...visiting whO i dunnO...juz me n him...i tink we were suppOsed tO visit his guy fren whO was warded...bLa...bLa...bLa...den came the nightmare...juz as i turned ard... i saw rustam was gOne..den i LOOked tO my Left...i saw yanti (rustam's wife) visiting sumOne eLse whO was a fren...she was wif the kids...sumhOw Or rather...dey din see me...i was juz ryte beside dem... Ok...den sumthg caught my eyez at the far end ... 2 beds after wer yanti is standing...i saw rustam n his newbOrn babygerL (hannah)...he was beside a bed dat a chi Lady was Lying in...dey were very intimate...sO in dat dream i figured dat was joceLyn... it juz tOre my heart tO see him dOing dat again...n den we went intO an argument..suddenLy as i LOOk tO my back...i reaLised aLL aLOng yanti was behind me...den i was Lyk...'whOa....u aren't suppOsed tO knOw..' ....shLd see the LOOk On her face....den Of cOz she went Off...n rustam went after her...i went tO jOceLyn n ask y shez dOing aLL diz...n she said...she LOves my brO....ergh...yeah ryte...n the rest Of the dream was irreLevant..... hmmm...*shrugs* ...weird dream... yes... issit a sign fOr anythg?...i dun reaLi knOw...

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 10:06 AM