Listening tO: my daddy's prayers...
feeLn: calm...tranquiLity has set in fOr tOday... :)

*burp*.... haizz...i can't heLp it...teLLing hery abt him in cLass yesterday has made me miss him a whOLe LOad Of LOts...(dOes dat even make sense?..LOLx..).... especiaLLy the tym (derz OnLy 1 tym tO begin wif!..wkakaakkaka) we spent the evening away at espLanade...dat was reaL cheap fun...hahaha...been a whiLe since had dOz kinda fun wif sumOne.. *pOutz* ....sO ANYWAYZ!

i'm sO irritated wif my neck cOz it sOres nOw...it hurts wen i turn tO my Left Or ryte.. i'm Lyk in an invisibLe neck cast cOz i can't rOate my head...rOtate??...LOLx...dat sO dOesnt sOund ryte...Ok...turn my head...aaah better!...sO anywayz.. chatted wif mus diz mOrning.. funny dude...sO funny... wen i was wif maLan i din get tO crap ard wif him cOz i was aLways tO bz wif maLan...(wif wOt dun ask me..i was juz bz!) ...turned Out...he's a very funny chap.. ahahha...he stiLL LOOks gay tO me..hahaha... he tOLd me dat maLan has his Own cOmpany nOw..sO caLLed businessman... great...wen i was wif him hez aLways wif nO $...ahahha...nOw shez happiLy wif a sO-caLLed businessman.....but hey..guez wOt...i dun gif a shit anymOre..ahakz... suddenLy dat feeLn is gOne.. wOw...yey!!!! ahahahha... i mean.. itz dOesn't hurt me tO think Of him anymOre... :) hmmm... mebbe...juz mebbe...cOz i'm Letting gO....sO enuff Of dat mushyness!

weLL...pLans fOr tOday has been rather rOutine fOr me..itz juz wake up at 9am.. bathe...chat a LiL wif whOevaz On msn...cOOk fOr the famiLy... Laze ard tiLL ryte abt nOw....sits in frOnt Of dat big bLack bOx...(technicaLLy itz nOt dat big n dat bLack anymOre cOZ dey've decided tvs cOme in a whOLe LOad Of diff cOLOurs!) .....wait tiLL itz Lyk 4++ den take my nap... den by 5 i haf tO wake up n get ready tO be sent tO my evening cLass... repeat the same chOre fOr tues...wed... thurs n fri wLd be the same...but i dun haf cLasses On dOz dayz....hmmm...

" Among my people this is how families usually live together. Women and men should not marry, for love is like the seasons - it comes and goes. A Moso woman may have many lovers during her lifetime and she may many children. Yet each of them will perhaps have a different father...."

an extract frOm a bOOk i'm currentLy reading ,'Leaving Mother Lake, A Childhood at the edge of the world.' by NAMU

u guys shLd read it...sO far i'm hOOked On it...:P Okiez...gtg.. i need tO attend tO hannah emiLya....my babygerl~...:) my niece...n Of cOz my babybOy hakim whO juz came!! ...OK!!!.gOtta gO!!!... *muiackz* (datz meant OnLy fOr sumOne!)

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