Listening tO: my parents singing wOteva sOng tO my niece...
feeLn: fuLL...tOO fuLL in fact...*burp*

aaaah...Lyf has been kind tO me in terms Of fOOd.. i eat weLL...drink weLL.. sLeep weLL.. fOrtunate Lass~...ahaz...after wOt seems Lyk eternity since diz hse is withOut a dOOrbeLL...finaLLy tOday my parents bOught a 'dingdOng' dOOrbeLL...ahakz...sO nOw everyOnez Lyk sO excited abt it cOz every nOw n den i'LL get tO hear dat 'nice-dindOng-which-sOOn-gOnna-be-irritating-cOz-everyOnez-hOOked-up-On-ringing-dat-bLOOdy-beLL'.... the weather is sO inviting me tO my bed...but thing is...i've juz had my fiLL... pLus i dun wanna be staring at the ceiLing aLL nyte Long tOnyte untiL i get the tire my eyez up... sO nO napping fOr me...nO way...

remember dat thingy abt me getting Over maLan n aLL...?....LOLx...news fLash Once again...itz nOt dat Over yet...ergh!...i juz read sumthg abt sOme dudette in frenster n mus had given her a testimOniaL...in der he wrOte abt thOse dayz wen he, maLan n the dudette herseLf were back in TP dayz...sO it reminds me Of maLan again n suddenLy i was jeaLous abt her knOwing maLan...LOLx...crazee shit der!....seriOusLy...i tink i haf the pOtentiaL Of being a psychOpath....remember dat mOvie 'misery' wer kathy bates (is dat her name tO begin wif?!) was a seriOusLy disturbed fan Of diz writer...sO One day diz writer was caught in an accident in a snOwstOrm n she nursed him at her hse...thing is...shez nOt wiLLing tO Let her sO-caLLed LOve Of her Lyf gO after hez recOvered...sO wOt did she dO?...instead Of nursing him back tO recOvery, she nursed him mOre tO misery by making him mOre immObiLized sO as tO nOt Let him get weLL at aLL...aLL in da name Of LOve...LOLx...i tink i sO haf dat pOtentiaL Of being as psychOtic as she is...sheesh!...
ahakz...weLL, i did find erni tru anakmelayu wen i gOt tO knOw dat he knew her frOm der.. he himseLf was rather surprised i befrended her...ahakz... cOme tO tink Of it...i am a LiL psychOtic... wOt dO u expect...first LOve... weLL i tOt sOLi was first...but then i wasnt intO sOLi dat bad...n i was wif him fOr Lyk a yr pLus...technicaLLy we were tOgeder...weLL...wOteva...

pOint is...i was in LOve...n wen u r in LOve u sure dO sOme crazee shit tO make dat persOn stay....but wOt i've Learned frOm everythg dat has happened is dat...the mOre u tried tO make it stay...the easier it is fOr dat sumOne tO decide it was best tO juz Let gO... sO if he wanna gO...den Let him gO...datz the beauty Of LOving sumOne..u dun need dat persOn tO be urs Or near u Or be wif u fOr u tO LOve him ...itz aLL abt Letting gO wen he wants tO gO....

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 4:57 PM