Saturday, May 08, 2004

Listening tO: my sister's snOring
feeLn: tired..aching..

urgh!!...my whOLe bOdy's aching....came hOme Late Last nyte....went tO espLanade tO take sOme pics wif ma brO n sisters.... came back at 2am .... wOke up at 10 tO get ready tO gO tO skOOL... ahakz...tiring!! went tO skOOL On my Own as mummy n daddy r away fOr hOLiday....*pOutz* LOst my way at cLementi juz nOw...ahakz..tOOk da cOrrect bus...but wrOng side..ahakz...ended up in frOnt Of sp!!!...ahaaha...caLLed fie tO ask him....den he said i seLenge cOz it was tOwards the wrOng way!!!...LOLx.... tOOk a cab instead...cOsted me 4 bucks...weLL...OnLy 4 peepz turned up...den i was stuck wif izan aLL da tym...*pOutz* ahakz...bad sia LYD!!!...LOLx...but i can't heLp it...shez tOO hyper fOr my Liking.. after skOOL i went tO meet up wif fie...n his gf...*pOutz* dat gaLs huge!...pLus shez a minah! ...eeeeeew..
n shez sO kebudak-budakkan....ahahha... mebbe i'm jeLez...but again wOtz der tO be jeLes Of!!... juz mebbe i was Oredi sO cOmfOrtabLe wif fie being singLe n us chiLLing by OurseLves...n nOw derz her...Oh weLL.. Lyk fie himseLf said... bear wif it fOr a few weeks mOre....LOLx....hez such a sLut... sO anywayz...went tO nina's pit....kinda Ok...cOz her famiLy was der...den her frenz frOm camara was der tOO...sO din reaLLy knOw dem.. was waiting fOr the drinks tO cOme...but it neva did...nina said der was jim beam n tequiLa...but then her auntie was stiLL der...sO cannOt Open....wahLau! ...*pOutz*... sO in da end... i had tO gO hOme...haizzzz...

i'm sO shagged....but i stiLL am waiting fOr him...i dunnO y...itz nOt Lyk he needs me tO be ard....i tink he's gettn tired Of my presence... ahakz.... nO mOre the 'i-miss-u's....it has aLways been me OnLy nOwadays....kinda gettn the hint...ahakz...Oh weLL... mebbe he thinks i'm tOO pushy... juz dat it was the same thing wif sOLi Last tym.... nO strings attached reLatiOnship fOr mOre den 1 yr.....in da end...i was at the LOsing end.....n itz happening nOw again....weLL minus the smOOching part....i can't heLp but act pushy cOz i'm sOO bLOOdy scared Of being in da same situatiOn again....pLus i reaLLy miss him... baby i mean...nOt sOLi....ahahha...weLL itz Ok...i'LL juz be ard....:(

anOther earLy mOrning tmrw...skOOL starts at 9 @bishan.... sO dat means i haf tO wake up at 7....Outta the hse by 7.45.....*yawnz*...missn my daddy n mummy....ahaha...OnLy cOz dey aren't ard tO drive me... ahakz...heLL nO!!...i reaLLy dO miz dem becOz i LOve dem....

sO LOng my bitches n sLUts...tiLL da next bLOg sessiOn...byebye....n u zaza...MUIACKZ!!!!! wer r u nOw... missing u tOO much...



LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 11:31 PM