Listening tO: nuthn
feeLn: ..hurt...

i dunnO y i'm feeLing diz way...wOteva happened btwn me n maLan..is happening again..mebbe i'm da fLaw.. becOz i've nO cLue Of y he's pushing me away... u gOt me der.. Once again i'm LOst.. Of y suddenLy the imtimacy btwn us is gOne.. u used tO miss me Lyk crazy... n nOw itz cOme tO being juz 'sumtymz i miss u...sumtymz i dun..' we used tO tOk aLOt...used tO tOk fOr awhiLe n wen i wanna hang up...u'LL end up saying 'dO u haf tO gO?'...nOw itz cOme tO 'sumtymz i miss tOking tO u..but nOt dat much thO..' ...thanx fOr ur hOnesty...reaLLy appreciate it.. but y the sudden change... did i dO sumthg wrOng?...i knOw wOt we had btwn us was/is juz frenship..n i dun haf the ryte tO qn aLL Of ur actiOns...juz dat itz hurting tOO much..i knOw u haf ur issues.. but aLL i'm asking is make it cLear tO me as y btwn us derz nO mOre Of wOt we used tO haf nOt tOO LOng agO...mebbe i'm tryn tO hard...juz Lyk wif maLan after dat huge argument we had which he avOided me fOr 4 days..since den...things neva did went back tO nOrmaL tiLL he said gOOdbye..nOw u've made me faLL...but u weren't der tO catch my faLL..

missing u even mOre...but i'm tryn nOt tO..


LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 5:58 PM