Listening tO: y the Lies - LOvehunters
feeLn: deLuded

..Ok sO...i juz fOund dat sid has 2 a/cs in frenster....One is juz sid...wif OnLy 3 peepz as his frenz...the Other is sid dOnais...wif 19 frens...i dunnO wOt he's tryn tO dO....but he juz tOOk me fOr a jOyride fOr the past 1+ yr dat i've knOwn him...cOz he used tO teLL me dat he knew diz gaL named Lydia...n dat he Oredi ditched her...n dat he knew her OnLy recentLy....dat hez juz tOkn tO her fOr the sake Of tOking..nOw i gOt tO knOw dat diz Lydia is his fren Of 4 yrs...heLLO~....y is he aLways make me feeL Lyk a fOOL...i aLways being sO sincere in Our frenship...den abt his frenster a/c...he OnLy Let me in as his fren tO hiz pathetic 'decOyed' a/c wif OnLy 3 frens...n nO pics...nuthn...ziLch....den i gOt tO find Out he has anOther a/c...which has pics...n Other frens n it was created in mar...*pOutz*....sO very disappOinting...den in dat pic gaLLery Of Lydia's der was a pic Of dem tOgeder...nOt dat i mind anythg... duh...he's juz a fren....(if i cLd even regard him as dat)....mebbe itz jeaLOusy...yeah....but One ting dat stOOd Out was...he Lied tO me sO much....mebbe he tinks i'm a bimbO...mebbe...

sO basicaLLy im tru wif guys...screw dem...whO needz dem...my heart's nOw cLOsed fOr anyOne...but itz nOt LOcked...cLOsed but nOt yet LOcked....pLz dun wait tOO LOng untiL itz LOcked.....even wif za...i'm nOt sure wOtz gOing On...u tOld me tO gO wif the fLOw...yes...fair enuff...but Lemme ask u One ting thO....wen u say u miss me..wOt issit abt me dat u missed...becOz sO Often wen sumOne misses the Other...naturaLLy dey wLd meet up even if itz fOr a secOnd....issit me in persOn dat u miss...Or is it me in ur head dat u tink u missed...? we cLd haf juz met up every weekend cOz i'm sO near wif my cLass being juz 5 mins waLk frOm ur hse...but itz aLways me whO's begging juz tO see u even if it was juz abt u picking me up frOm cLass n waLking me tO the mrt....mebbe i'm being insensitive tO ur feeLns nOw..mebbe..but i can't heLp thinking wOtz da deaL wif peepz ard me tryn tO staLL tym n tryn tO take me fOr a ride.....*muiackz*

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 9:52 AM