Listenin tO: dunnO wOt u've gOt tiLL itz gOne - cindereLLa
feeLn: niceeeeeeeeeeee

aaaaah....i had a nice jOurney back hOme juz nOw...msged him...den had sOme crap sms... ahakz...sO cute...muiackz~ tO u~...OnLy u...hahaha

sO anywayz... yesterday the unexpected befaLLen OntO me...ahahaha....sO dramatic....mus (maLan's fren) was at tamp....he asked me aLOng tO their nOrmaL sLacking rOutine at bk...ahakz...me...yes....me... i can't actuaLLy beLieve dat i actuaLLy even went sLacking wif dem...my ex's grOup Of buddies... sO i was intrOduced tO akram...finaLLy we met face tO face... n mardiana...their ex cLassmate...it was fun aLL Ova again wif der usuaL crap...deOmar came wif hiz chick, fida....she is Lyk a minah wannabe metaL chick...ahakz....yeah..woteva....dey were shOcked tO see me...saeed was...deOmar was tOO.. hahaha...duh....i wasn't suppOsed tO be der... i mean i was his histOry... deOmar upOn his arrivaL LOOked at me den beamed n cheekiLy asked..."hey!!!....werz maLan.." ahhaha.. baLLs...he n his stupid dOrky jOkes... ahahah...remember the OLd siLent carnage days wer dey aLL were sO enthusiastic abt perfOrming...bLa bLa bLs...wOteva...niewayz.. sO basicaLLy...i juz sat der n Listened tO dem bitching abt akram....hahaha... ryte in frOnt Of hiz face...nyceeeeeeeee...

i met harun yesterday!...actuaLLy i was wif dem at bk...den decided tO sms harun... n he happened tO be ard...sO i asked him tO cOme Over...wOw... he LOOKed sO muscuLar n Lean...nOt dOz buLky kinda...eeew...but very Lean n muscuLar..i missed him sO very much...ahahahha...i din intrOduce him tO dem...sO by the tym he had tO Leave...i gaf him a kiss On each cheekz...the usuaL rOutine...i fOrgOt aLL abt maLanz frenz at da back...wen i went back...mus was Lyk..."eh...sapa tu...hensem ah!"...ahahha...sO gayish!

den at nyt...mubarak asked me tO caLL him...:P ahakz...we chatted fOr aLiL whiLe.. den put dOwn...hez aLwayz tOking abt werk...*pOutz* ...ahaha... n hez such a fLirt...

i sLept at 1 Last nyt...but i din get a gOOd nyt sLeep...i wOke up at 2+....feeLn cOnfused...haahha...dunnO y OsO... funny... abt wOt?...i dunnO...went back tO sLeep... den wOke up at 7 tO get ready fOr cLass....but i nearLy feLt Lyk saying tO mum dat i juz remembered derz nO cLass tOday juz tO catch my sLeep...but den i suddenLy feLt guiLty fOr wanting tO Lie dat it LiteraLLy wOke me up!...ahahaha... *guiLty smiLe* hahaha... sO here i am hOme On a sunday afternOOn cOz i'm feeLing sLeepy n din feeL Lyk gOing Out... haizzz...wOt a Lyf...sO nap tym nOw...may i dream Of aLL da sweet things~...gidday mates!

" i can't teLL u baby wOt went wrOng
i can't make u feeL wOt u feLt sO LOng agO
i Let it shOw
i can't give u back wOtz been hurt
heartaches cOme and gO
and aLL datz Left are the wOrds
i can't Let gO

if we take sumtym tO tink it Over baby
take sumtym Let me knOw...if u reaLLy wanna gO..

dunnO wOt u've gOt..tiLL itz gOne..
dunnO wOt it is...i did sO wrOng..
nOw i knOw wOt i've gOt is juz diz sOng..
ain't easy tO get back takes sO LOng..

i can't feeL the things dat cause u pain
i can't cLear my heart Of ur LOve
it faLLs Like rain, ain't the same
i hear u caLLing far away
tearing thru my sOuL i juz can't
take anOther day, WhO's tO bLame

dO u wanna see me beggin' baby
can't u gimme juz One mOre day
can't u see my heart's been draggin' LateLy
i've been LOOkin' fOr the wOrds tO say"

cindereLLa (Listen tO it peepz...nice brOken hearted sOng..ahahah...)

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 1:34 PM