Listening tO: cOnstructiOn wOrks being dOne Outside...
feeLn: tired...

diz dayz...i've been faLLin intO very deep sLeep...itz very irritating cOz instead Of waking up feeLing fresh n aLL...i'LL end up starting the day feeLn sO very tired n achy... it stinks...n diz dayz...i've been dreaming Of aLways in search Of sumthg Or sumOne...*pOutz* signs Of my psychOLOgicaL state Of mind?...ahakz....i dun haf a cLue...

i tink On da whOLe...i'm a LOneLy dudette...surrOunded by frenz but stiLL LOneLy... u can be surrOunded by sO many peepz... but at the end Of the day itz juz back tO being wif urseLf again.. nO matter hOw hard u tried tO get ard wif peepz...in the end even wen u r wif dem...it juz feeLs sO surreaL....dreamLyk...itz aLmOst being cLOse tO reaLity.... weLL...aLmOst..i guez itz true wen peepz say dat i'm very voLatiLe.. *pOutz*

haizzz.... i need tO be LOved by sumOne again...nOt juz anyOne....having dat speciaL sOmeOne.. mebbe diz tym...he can save my pathetic sOuL frOm drOwning intO dat abyss Of LOneLiness...





LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 10:35 AM