Listening tO: menangis semLm - audy
feeLn: distOrted...derz such a feeLn??...LOLx

da sOng reaLLy reminds me Of him...OnLy dat he din cOme back...cOz hez sO happy wif her.. i'm happy fOr him... sO wednesday was reaLLy a shitty day...pure heart wrenching episOde Of "LyDy n her freaked up emOtiOns"...i'm reaLLy irritated abt being cOnsumed aLive by aLL diz emOtiOns dat i tOt had Left me..ergh...One pOint i was Over him...next day..itz aLL back again...itz aLL neva ending...wen wLd the finaLe cOme...if it finaLLy cOmes den it'LL be a LOng overdued One!..*pOutz*... sO Ok...wed mOrn i sent my maid to Open a new bank a/c fOr herseLf...aLOng the way..we passed OL dOz pLaces wer i used tO sit wif him...n cuddLed up...(yea...we cuddLed up under dOz bLks!!...ahahah...) juz dOz memOriez...dey can't seem tO Leave!...nOt dat i want dem tO Leave..juz dat...wen dey dO cOme back intO my head...my heart starts craving fOr mOre...den cOmes back aLL dOz first dates...first kisses...the way he kissed...the way hOw he Lyked tO rub under my chin as if i was a kitten...hOw he'Ld aLways wiped my mOuth wif his thumb after he had kissed me.. yeah...den cOmes the cLimax Of it aLL....the way he ended it aLL wif me...by juz an sms....*pOutz*...hOw Lame can dat get...hmmm...sO grand finaLe Of diz "LyDy's fLash backs" wLd be me suLking n cryn at nyte thinking Of hOw she muz be having a tym Of her Lyf enjOying his tOuch...she better treat him ryte!...darn!...ahaah...i tink dey r sO gOnna end up marrying each Other...gOOd fOr dem...bad fOr me..!..ahakz..

sO...wednesday...back tO wed...i had sent my maid to Opened up anOther bank a/c...i tink i've cOvered dat part Oredi ryte...Oh weLL...i feLt utterLy stupified by my Own stupidity...tO make tings mOre humiLiated..der was a cute pOLiceman dude Observing the whOLe OrdeaL!!...urgh!...Ok..sO...wOt happened was dat...we were gOing tru the prOcess Of dOing an atm card fOr my maid...the nice sweet bank teLLer tOLd my maid tO tink Of a pin number fOr her atm...but unfOrtunateLy..she din cOme cLOse tO understanding wOt was being expLained tO her...sO i juz expLained in a Layman's term...sL..OOw..Ly... ah...yes.. she finaLLy gOt it....

me: kamu paham tak eka..(my maid)
eka: iya kak...itu nOmbOr nya kener ada 6 kan..
me: iya..
i turned attentiOn back tO dat sweet bank teLLer Lady...
me: i tink u juz gif her the pin as 123456....easier...(said it wif much gustO!)
Lady: *bLush* ...ma'am...i'm sOri..u can't teLL us...itz da pOLicy..i'm nOt suppOsed tO knOw...itz a pin number ma'am...
me: *turning extra red* Oh..

y da heLL did she bLush fOr???...i was da One who's being da bimbO here!!...pLus dat pOLice dude was smiLing aLL da way...hmmm...u tink i can sue him fOr invasiOn Of privacy n negLigence Of wOrk???...*pOutz*...stupidy reaLLy hits me hard On my face!..ergh!...

den wen i came hOme after the whOLe drama...i tOOK a shOwer cOz it was raining n we were caught in it.. sO i was feeLn Oredi shitty..shampOOed my hair whiLe thinking Of him.. he used tO say my hair smeLLs Lyk egg yOLk..(i used a reaLLy expensive shampOO brand fOr cryn Out LOud!..renken!..itz sO expensive tO sOme Of us...tO me!...) ..he meant it as a jOke...but i tink he reaLLy meant it!..needLess tO say...i shampOOed hard!..tiLL i was satisfied...den rinsed it Off.. after dat i was suppOsed tO cOnditiOn my hair..but i was bz thinking Of him dat i saw my cats shampOO as the cOnditiOner~...must i eLabOrate wOt happened next?...*pOutz*..Letz juz say dat i ended up smeLLn Lyk my cats...ergh!...bad day...bad day~!... save me sOmeOne..pLz...b4 i ruined my preciOus hair again!...ahahah...nOw i knOw y dey advice us tO actuaLLy pLace thecats shampOO eLsewer n nOt at the same pLace as ur Own shampOO....*pOutz*...weLL...it happens tO the best Of us i suppOse...i bet!

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 1:11 PM