Listening tO: sOLdier Of fOrtune -deep purpLe
feeLn: cOmpLexed!

"aLL human beings are simiLar -at the heart LeveL, where it cOunts" erica jOng

Ok..sO... azman tOLd me dat shari aka mike- caLLs me spawn...yea...spawn..sO i'm guessing he muz be referring tO a reaLLy cute spawn den...hehe... as much as i wanna cry abt it, i can't.. hmmm... mebbe...i've grOwn Outta dat situatiOn wer i Let every singLe remark hurts me.. aLthO diz remarks tend tO affect my quirks.. i usuaLLy Let it sLip by cOz i reaLise... i dun Owe dem anythg...sO caLL me wOteva u want...i'm happy juz being me... sum may say i'm dOing diz juz tO shrOud my reaL emOtiOns..Or sumthg dat i use tO pacify myself... den again it depends On da individuaL himseLf to decide which fOrm Of seLf-expressiOn Or cartharsis One prefers...ryte?...sO spawn Or nOt... i'm juz happy being pinky me...sure i wLd Love it if i'm back tO being nOrmaL but since i'm 'stuck' being the way i am fOr nOw i mite as weLL be excLusiveLy me.. :) at Least i haf much mOre pride in myseLf den dOz fOOLs wLd eva haf in dem... haahaa...Ok.. i'm nOt gOnna get it intO my head.. juz be sweet miss Lidya~

"hOpe Lies at the end Of the tunneL"

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 3:31 PM