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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Listening tO: stOOpid muthafucking hOrns cOming frOm a muthafucking karung guni man feeLn: extremmeLy edgy... sO Ok... i'm extremeLy vexed Over the idea Of juz cOz u r attached u can't cOntact Other gaLs cOz ur gf says sO?...ahaha... datz da way immature reLatiOnship gOes...caLL me miss-sOur-grape Or miss-green-wif-envy Or even miss-whO-is-sO-patheticaLLy-emOtiOnaLLy-deprived....caLL me wOteva...but if u can't gO On wif ur Lyf the way itz used tO be b4 u r wif her...den i guez itz rather hypOcrite Of u tO even gO On Living...in her shadOws.. hahaha...wOteva...u knOw whO u r...n nO...u din break my heart Or anythg... dun cOngratuLate urseLf aite... yea wOteva... sO On a mOre seriOus nOte..mOmz gOnna be Operated in juLy....eye surgery...itz reaLLy scary cOz actuaLLy shez aLLergic tO aenesthesia...itz can even cause her death... but dOcs gOnna try tO use a diff methOd tO haf it dOne...hmmm... i hOpe things wLd be Ok fOr her... sO azman has been warded in da cgh Last mOn...ahahha... he actuaLLy wanted tO get an mc tO excape having sOme exercise dOne in camp...sO da geniOus dude went tO da dOcs n cLaimed dat he had vOmitted bLOOd.. he reaLLy went tO da extreme tO get himseLf dat mc...ahah...turned Out the dOcs wanted tO keep him under ObservatiOn thus hOspitaLising him fOr 2 days...LOLx.. he certainLy did get his way frOm bOOking intO camp... ahahaha... i tink peepz ard me take me fOr granted... mebbe i dun matter tO dem at aLL.. n tO u peepz whO r reading diz bLOg...u r incLuded... seriOusLy... sure u dun Owe me ur Lyf... neither dO i...mebbe i tOOk certain Other peepz in my Lyf fOr granted.. mebbe i dun.. mebbe diz is my retributiOn...mebbe itz juz my pLain OLd pathetic seLf which peepz juz tend tO ignOre... mebbe diz...mebbe dat... wOteva it is...i'm stiLL juz human.. pathetic One mebbe...but i stiLL dO haf feeLings.. i'm stiLL sOur wif hOw things haf been LateLy.. n hey...derz juz sO much a persOn can take...OnLy juz dat much... sO dun pretend Lyk u care Or anythg...cOz i knOw u dun.... sO heryani has been missing Out On cLass few tymz n Leaving me aLL aLOne tO attend it.. wen things Lyk diz happen.. it reaLLy tests u On hOw patient u r wif frenz.. best frenz.. yes..itz nOt Lyk we are bOnded by death Or wOteva...but itz juz dat isn't der any Other days dat u can gO Out wif Other peepz instead Of mOndays?... caLL me seLfish Or wOteva...but i did my fair share Of LiL' sacrifices here n der... y can't she.. Oh weLL...screw it.. shez nOt perfect...neither am i...datz y i'm bitching abt her nOw...cOz i'm nOt LiL' miss perfectO... |
-=the fOrLorn seLf=- -=my wOrLd=- =-bLack-= =-poetry-= -=LL dat i want=- =-new hairdO-= -=i read=- ::diLLah:: ::winda:: ::sOfyn:: ::muna:: ::shazLyn:: -=whispers=- shOut tO me!
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