excerpt Of my cOnversatiOn wif mus...*pOutz*

mus: dunno if i shud tell dis to u ..promise dont telll anyone k but im not kiddding ..time to aku rapat gila dgn dia

me: abih?

me: Ok..

mus: kao promise not to get hurt over dis

me: iye lah

mus: i dont want to reopen old wounds

me: wot else can be worse

mus: but at least u know right ..coz i didnt agreee with him i told him to juz tell u the truth ..dat
blooody coward... but one thing he realli cared about ur feeelings

me: per dia seh...penat aku tunggu

mus: without a doubt

me: so y did he leave? was i dat bad?

mus: pasal mak dia tak suka.....

me: oooooooh ..mak dia tau ker? ..did he tell u dat

mus: nope ..tahu mak dia seeen u guys .. i was at his house dat day ..pastu mak dia bebual dgn dia slow talk nyer ..pastu member muka stress.. dia bilang aku gua bawa balik mak janda gemuk pon mak gua tak kesah tapi ni mak gua tak hepi ..pastu dia mcm serba salah ah ..he doesnt know how to break it to u ...dia nangis nangis bebual dgn aku ...sumpah im not making dis up

me: ko serious kapa

mus: he reallli toook after ur intrest lah .. but he shudnt haf kept u in the dark ... but he was veri smitten over u

sO...his mum din Lyk me...wOw...it was much mOre den wOt i've expected..it did reOpen OLd wOunds...hmmm.. nOw makes me wOnder... dO i reLi haf tO find sumOne whO is an Orphan?.... sO dat diz wun happen again?...LOLx... went drinking wif bijik after 1 yr Of nOt tOuching beer...it was great... my mOOd was upLifted by the tym i had my Last sip...

mOmz been admitted tO a hOspitaL Late Last nyt after her trip tO keLuang...fOr my uncLe's funeraL... i feLt reLi bad wen i came hOme Late Last nyt n gOt tO knOw dat she was rushed tO emergency rOOm cOz she was up wif high fever n asthma... turned Out...dOcs daid dat her kidney is gettn wOrse...yea...kidney...OnLy One...the Other One had been remOved cOz it was nO LOnger functiOning...*pOutz*... i'm missing her Oredi...


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