Listening tO: bisikkan hati -siti nurhaLiza
feeLn: deep sinking feeLn Of sadness

...diz few days had been weLL spent gOing tO n frO the hOspitaL... mum might need diaLysis if her sugar LeveL is persistentLy high... gOing der sOOn enuff... hOspitaL is a very depressing pLace tO be at... even thO the persOn u r visiting is suffering frOm a seriOus iLLness, chances r, der r dOz whO r in much mOre a wOrst state... juz yesterday, russ' fren came up tO me n asked if my brO was ard cOz he needed tO tOk tO sumOne.. tOLd him dat russ wasn't feeLn tOO weLL... thus din cOme dat day... n he LOOked sad...after chatting 4 awhiLe i decided tO ask him wOt he was der fOr.. wOt i din expect was his reactiOn Of nearLy bursting Out cryn... he den said dat his wife was dying Of cancer... n dat shez in reaL seriOus state wer shez being heLped tO breathe tru a respiratOr...n dat Once he decides tO take Out the tube shez breathing tru, it'LL be a matter Of minutes b4 she breathes Out her Last... it was reLi heartwrenching tO hear wOt he said...i was nearLy tO tears myseLf but Of cOz i can't dO dat cOz it wLd make him far mOre depressed as he had Oredi was... everytym i passed tru the chiLdren's ward... i'LL see dOz kids whO LOOked sO fraiL n weak in wheeL chairs Or being carried by der mOthers...itz reLi sad...reminded me Of the tym wen i was myseLf in a Life n death situatiOn n wen my mOm had tO carry me cOaxing me at the same tym juz tO ease my pain... hmmm... juz wen u think ur Life reLi stink...take a gOOd LOOk ard...cOz definiteLy...u'LL get tO see sumOne eLse suffering mOre u r...

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 1:39 PM