Listening tO: i don'y wanna knOw-mariO winans
feeLn: irritated

sO...biggest surprise diz mOrning was knOwing dat haLim is attached...heh.. nOt dat he tOLd me Of cOz... i fOund Out tru frenster...*pOutz* ...Ok..first things first... i'm nOt jeaLOus...pLus i dO nOt haf a crush On him Or anythg... but itz reLi bugging me dat peepz Owez dO diz kinda tricks On me....nOt dat i beLieved dem tO begin wif...itz juz dat i hate tO be ryt...i hate tO haf dat kinda impressiOn On sumOne cOz i'm tryn tO beLieve dat derz juz mOre tO dem Other den da fact i myseLf tink dat One's a Liar Or a sweet taLker...am i making sense here?...ahaha...pOint is...i knOw peOpLe Lie aLL da tym juz tO make demseLves LOOk gOOd Or at Least make demseLves mOre interesting Or wOtsOeva...mebbe wOt i'm sO pissed abt haLim is juz dat we've been sO-caLLed frenz fOr reLi a LOng whiLe nOw n he gets pissed wen i dun answer his caLLs as Often as it used tO be...n der was even a pOint Of tym wen he cOmpLained abt gaLs being nOt trustwOrthy enuff....aLL gaLs...(i dOubt he was tinking den dat i MIGHT Of dat gender!)...n aLL my tym tOking him On da fOne juz Listening tO him saying dat derz nO way he's gOnna faLL...n dat he's ditching aLL Of his frenz whO r gaLs except fOr me cOz i was sweet enuff...*rOLLs eyes*... i knew dat was juz an excuse fOr wOteva reasOn which i juz can't put my finger tO it sumhOw..... but after sO LOng he dOesn't haf a decency tO teLL me dat he's attached.....Oh weLL...peepz Owez dO diz kinda things tO me...pffft...*pOutz* ....

anywayz, i saw ceLOp dat day...aLi tO be precised..he is such a cutie....but One ting i suddenLy nOtice is dat... cute guys r Owez nice enuff tO cOmpLiment me saying i'm a tOugh cOOkie...dat i'm a fighter... Or dat i dO LOOk gOOd in my Own way....but itz guys whO r reLi (i'm juz gOnna be bLunt here!) ugLy Or haf dat perceptiOn dat dey r "gOd-send-me-frOm-abOve-n-derfOre-i'm-the-mOst-handsOme-dude-der-is" kinda dude (which by the way dey dun even cOme cLOse tO being at aLL gOOdLOOking Let aLOne being greatLOOking n pLus i reLi haf a high expectatiOn Of wOt is meant by being gOOdLOOking!..even mazLan dOesn't cOme cLOse tO being gOOdLOOking...Ok..i'm Lying..haha!) dat make such cOmments abt the way i am... funny isn't it...i mean... r dey reLi ignOrant Of hOw they LOOk physicaLLy?...i mean seriOusLy....dO dey reLi haf da brains Of a LObster?...which is technicaLLy nOn existent by the way... ahakz...sOme peOpLe juz can't reLi get it inside der head dat everythg On diz earth is created by HIM aLOne...n btw i juz insuLted HIS creatiOn On diz ugLy peepz n gOd fOrgive me fOr dat!...but it was juz tO iLLustrate the way tings r...

n wOt is it abt him (i'm tOking abt sumbOdy eLse actuaLLy) cOmmenting dat i haf gaLfrenz whO r pretty?...aLL Of my frenz r pretty! ...i'm bLessed wif frenz whO r GOODLOOKING!....n i'm prOud Of it... wen i say aLL...it means aLL...nOt a singLe One Of dem is ugLy...dey may haf One Leg...dey may haf tentacLes grOwing Out Of der bOdies....but as LOng as dey r my frenz den dey r GREATLOOKING enuff...sO dun he dare gO ard saying i haf frenz whO r pretty.... itz OnLy cOz he can't get pretty gaLs tO sLeep wif him (datz y hez stuck wif wOteva Or whOeva he has nOw) dat he has tO make it sOund dat itz wrOng fOr me tO haf greatLOOking frens!...

Ok...diz entry is fuLL hatred n it shaLL OnLy be One Of itz kind in here....i'm nOt Lyk diz...diz is sO nOt me..*rOLLs eyes*....Oh yea...make me beLieve dat tOO...


LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 11:44 AM