Listening tO: kasih tak sampai -padi
feeLn: cOLd....

itz raining....*yawnz*...Oh gOsh... n i din wanna wake up....but i had tO... i'LL be very bz diz week...i'LL be LOst in my Own wOrLd fOr aLiL whiLe...at Least after 25th nOv...(sumhOw dat date LOOkz kinda dejavu....Oh..24th is famiLiar...25 is nuthn...LOLx...) exactLy a mth frOm nOw...

Last nyt i juz sms nasir wOng... i tOt Of him mOre Often diz dayz... i reLi miss juz sLacking ard wif him during Our skOOL days...Often said...he was a hunky dude in da skOOL...beautifuL bOdy...beautifuL arse...LOLx... Ok...dat came Out rather pervertedLy....turns Out he juz had a break up recentLy wif his Other haLf...itz dat seasOn i'm teLLing u...everyOne's breaking up.... except Of cOz fOr my beLOved bimbO...*pOints at bimbO*....*pOutz*... sO anyhOwz, we prOmised tO get a cup Of tea (OnLy cOz i dun drink cOffee!) n catch up On each Otherz Lyf....

i hate being caLLed a nOsy parker wen i'm actuaLLy nOt... deOmar smsed me abt butting intO his affairs wif his gf (ex...i dunnO) wen i did nuthn Of dat sOrt... she came tO me askn a favOur...i said Ok... as far as i'm cOncern wOteverz happening btwn him n her is nOn Of my cOncern...

hakim is gOing hOme tOday.... i had da jOy Of having his cOmpany On sat n sunday....itz been great but stiLL nOt sufficient enuff tO make me nOt miss him wen he gOes back....wOt is it abt him dat i LOve sO much....mebbe itz his cheekiness at such a tender age Of 3...makes u wOnder hOw he'LL be Lyk wen he 23....nO...i'm nOt perverted enuff tO tink dat way...itz juz da jOy Of watching him grOw fOr da past few yrs dat made me LOve him sO much.. even thinking Of my babybOy makes me smiLe...i'm gettn emOtiOnaLLy invOLved wif him....but i can't heLp it...Oh weLL... :)

i reLi need my ciggies..i've been w/O cash fOr quite sumtym...itz reLi bugging me dat i'm Owez Lacking Of dem.... *pOutz* ...but sumtymz i tink dat i'm quite a Lucky persOn cOz every expense Of mine is taken care Of either by my sisters Of my brOs... but pOint is...i need my freakn ciggies!!! *pOutz*


LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 10:48 AM