Listening tO: LOud nOise cumming frOm vehicLes at the carpark...
feeLn: grOggy...

sO...itz been a reaL whiLe since i Last put dOwn in werds wOt i haf been dOing..... aLOt had happened... but i juz can't seem tO get the hype abt bLOgging dem dOwn.. i'm juz waiting fOr diz negative feeLn tO evapOrate n i'LL be back tO my nOrmaL seLf... been meetn up aLOt wif bijik nOw dat shez jObLess... met wif nan fOr da first tym since things btwn him n bijik had been happening... i cLdn't heLp but tO juz ignOre his presence weneva hez ard...derz Owez 2 sides tO a stOry...but wOteva he did..it wasn't justified at aLL...i'm sO happy being wif my beLOveds nOwadays...dey keep me satisfied wif Lyf... my dearest bimbO has been in my cOmpany fOr da past few days... meetups r gettn mOre frequent.. i knw dat during diz periOd i'm suppOsed tO haf ziLch sOciaL Lyf...but i can't heLp it.. i juz LOve being wif peepz dat reLi accept me mOre den hOw much i accept myseLf at tymz... mebbe diz feeLn wiLL sOOn subside... tiLL dat happens... i'LL juz haf tO put On a facade dat everythgz gOnna be a-Ok...

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 11:22 AM