Listening tO: mungkinkah -anuar zain
feeLn: reLi depressed...

...itz a terribLe shame tO admit dat Once perfect famiLy can nO LOnger be caLLed as such nOw...is it circumstances... Or is it juz pure ignOrance On my part tO tink dat wOt used tO be sO peacefuL n LOving n happy yet wif LiL sibLings' squabbLes here n der, wLd Owez stay da same... sumtymz itz even harder tO sustain a gd reLatiOnship wif Others than it is tO buiLd a new One.. at Least wen buiLding a new yet gOOd reLatiOnship, One wLd nOt haf any bLeak rememberance Of wOt the Other has dOne... whiLe the fOrmer, One wLd Owez be reminded Of wOt the Other had dOne dat had sumhOw changed ur whOLe pOint Of view On Lyf...is diz wOt is meant by the prOcess grOwing up?... itz funny wen u tink dat ur famiLy wLd be cOntented being wif juz One anOther nO matter hOw pOOr we r... nO matter hOw rich we wLd be....n suddenLy u r aLL grOwn up n can tink frOm every perspective dat nOt everythg shLd n wLd remain the same... sOme changes r meant tO be gd....yet Other changes wLd OnLy be a premOnitiOn Of wOt the future hOLds... i wOnder which these changes my famiLy is gOing tru...i dare nOt try tO unfOLd the puzzLe..itz OnLy tO HIM dat i wished fOr unity in diz famiLy...


LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 6:42 PM