Listening tO: pitter patter rain drOps Outside my windOw
feeLn: fOrsakened...

itz raining...n i'm starting my first day as Luqman's nanny... my nephew... he's on my Lap sLeepin juz as i'm typing diz entry... hmmm.... hery's dad stiLL dOesn't LOOk tOO gOOd....juz On sat we visited him...in icu...his whOLe famiLy was der...reLatives... the waiting area was packed...dOcs tOt he wLdn't Last da nyt...at 1am dey Let his reLatives see him One Last tym wif the tOt dat dat might be his Last nyt...however tiLL nOw his cOnditiOn is stiLL as criticaL but he Lasted da weekend...

i din gO tO da match...wanted tO badLy thO... but i tOt dat in reLatiOn to heryz dad's cOnditiOn On sat, i decided tO fOrgO it since i din haf da mOOd tO ceLebrate n aLL...we wanted tO visit him...but at the 13th hr, dey decided against it cOz we wanted tO gif da famiLy sOme privacy... sO i din meet up wif bijik n hasLin... by dat tym my bimbO had Oredi sOLd my tix tO her frenz...but it was aLL gOOd... cOz mus(da arab dude) had asked me tO watch him pLay sOccer instead...sO instead Of watching the LiOns at kaLLang... i gOt tO watch da ex rebeLs Of tampines rOvers pLay at bradeLL... jOined his crazy weird frenz at Lau pa sat... had my most disgusting crispy nOOdLe which i OnLy managed tO finish da fishbaLLs n prawns n aLL dat was Left was da reLi hatd thick crispy nOOdLes....mus finished up my nOOdLes...thank gOd...n sO after saying Our gdbye tO his frenz, we juz strOLLed Our way frOm Lau pa sat tO da espLanade wer he had his induLgence Of chOcOLates bOught frOm "chOcz"....sat at da rOOftOp n enjOyed da chOcs...enjOyed da view...enjOyed da musique...enjOyed da cOmpany... but sumhOw Or rather...at dat very mOment.. i was reminded Of dem....sOLi...cOz mus was aLiL chubby Lyk he is...zaza cOz we were at the pLace wer i had Last been wif him...ansari cOz he was ansari's buddy... n LastLy maLan... cOz it was da date...16th jan...hmmm... hahaa...hOw weird it was kissing sumOne n be reminded Of diz peepz..but datz aLL der is tO diz frenship... he has a gf... i haf myseLf...riding myseLf intO anOther heartache..yupz... then again...datz aLL i've ever been gd at diz few yrs...

ps winda: i din get tO snag a mat.instead better...i gOt tO snOg an arab duguL...hahaah....

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 9:33 AM