Listening tO: dia -fauziah Latiff
feeLn: extremeLy miserabLe...

sO...i've yet tO see him wif his bOtak head...shaved his head.. was suppOsed tO meet him On sun..but he had tO werk... shit happens ya.. itz been a LOng 1 week since i Last saw him... at One pOint, it aLmOst feLt unbearabLe juz missing him... ahaha... hOw weird... but i refrained myseLf frOm tinking tOO much Of him by juz tinking mOre Of his gf... saw her pics...she LOOked sO different frOm the Last tym i saw her...which was Of cOz during Our sec yrs... it was hiLariOus juz tinking abt back in dOz dayz, i've neva imagined dat we bOth wLd be in such a pOsitiOn...at Least i'm da OnLy One whO is aware Of da whOLe situatiOn.. i've gained weight... is dat sumthg dat i shLd be panicking abt?... i certainLy hOpe nOt..insya'Allah...

itz funny wen i tink Of it...i've dOne aLL diz sins...yet itz tO HIM dat i asked fOr heLp...i dunnO wOt tO tink anymOre...

...i feLL tOO deep wen i shLd haf nOt...
..i feLL asLeep wif u in tOts...


LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 6:58 PM