Listening tO: heaven -warrant
feeLn: *burp*....urgh...bLOated

sO...hOw has everybOdy been dOing?...ahakz...such a LOng hOLiday.. i'm dead beat frOm dOing nuthn...haha... bijik sLacked again at my brO's pLace On da eve Of chinese new yr... she came at 4...feeLn tipsy... was suppOsed tO gO wif her tO cheeky mOnkeys... but heLL... i dun wanna start.... sO i said nO...n i'm prOud Of dat...ahakz...i Oredi started drinking...nO reasOn y i shLd start sumthg eLse which in da end...i might nOt be abLe tO handLe...

hez been werkn 12 hrs shift at the cafe... itz been pretty tiring juz Listening tO his vOice wen hez either at werk Or On da way hOme... Let aLOne hOw he himseLf feeLs dOing dat kinda shift... anyhOws... his gf Left fOr kL fOr the chinese new yr hOLidays... Lyk it even mattered wen he tOLd me... i din ask in da first pLace... beats me y he had tO even bOthered teLLn...*pOutz*... wOteva... i'm missing him Lyk crazy...

anywayz, resuLts wiLL b Out sOOn... juz ard da cOrner...end Of diz mth tO be exact... n i'm anticipating dat itz nOt gOnna be gd... ahahha...LateLy, i've been bad at keeping secrets... i mean.. my Own secrets... my sis fOund Out dat i've been bOOzing...fagging... after sO very LOng...sO erm yea...wOnder wen she'LL find Out dat One BIG secret dat i'm hiding...LOLx... hOpefuLLy neva... anywayz, itz my Life... even thO i knOw dOing these things r wrOng i stiLL hOpe she'L juz respect my decisiOns tO y i chOse tO be the way i am... sO far, shez been great...n i'm thankfuL fOr dat... shez neither teLLn On me nOr is she encOuraging my wrOngfuL acts... she juz said dat mebbe... i'm angry at gOd...Or dat i've sOme issues tO settLe within my Own seLf... *pOutz*

bimbO dearestest: niwayz... thanx fOr da advice OnLine juz nOw.. sOri i din repLy... was tOking tO him... but ting is... i reLi dO appreciate da advice...n yea...it did knOck sumthg Outta me juz reading ur msgs.... :) *hugz*

LOst in abyss's darkside uncovered at 1:46 PM