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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
gOsh..hOw fast hOLidays end...sOOn itz back tO skOOL...the LuxuriOus priviLedge we aLL had been given Once in skOOL wLd nO LOnger exist cOme 3rd Jan...they haf banned smOking everywer ard the skOOL campus...*pOutz*....juz d tOt Of having tO smOke at d bus stOp is Oredi making me cry.. On a tOtaL different nOte aLtOgeder, itz funny hOw wen u r in LOve wif sumOne, u'LL actuaLLy surprise urseLf (Or nOt) wif the amt Of sacrifice dat u'LL be abLe tO end up dOing fOr dat certain persOn...hOwever, shLd tings refuse tO gO hOw YOU wanted it tO, den aLL demOns be unLeashed (in diz case, unLeash d dragOn aLa sisqO)...i'm nOt taLking abt me thO...hur hur hur... itz her...dat psychOtic Lady whO gOes by d name Of racheL....LOLx...datz nOt exactLy her name...but i can't reLi pubLicise it nOw can i?...dat wLd be unethicaL...*rOLLs eyes*.... the chOice Of vOcab dat she used On me is reLi making me stereOtype her as wOt kinda persOn she is...first bitch...nOw mOrOn...pLus a few mOre Others Lyk psychO...fOrgive me fOr being a typicaL individuaL here but when a persOn is cOvered frOm head tO tOe due tO reLigiOus requirements (senang kata pakai tudung La!), she is expected tO be weLL-natured n behave in a certain manner tO uphOLd her wOmanLy virtue since she is aLL cOvered up...wearing hijab means OnLy One Of ur aurat is cOvered...Our mOuth n ears are aLsO part Of aurat...sO wen a Lady is cOvered up in hijab, i (yes, i!!) wLd expect her tO uphOLd her manners in taLking as dat tOO wLd be cOnsidered as aurat aLOngside wif her wearing Of dat hijab...it gOes hand in hand...in d first pLace, being weLL-mannered shLd Oredi be instiLLed within us...but i suppOse dat tOO, is sOmethg hard fOr her tO dO...n yes, i am being very judgementaL here...i apOLOgise tO aLL dOz Ladies whO wear a hijab...regardLess Of whether a Lady wears hijab Or nOt, she is Oredi expected tO behave n taLk in a certain manner but Of cOz is muchLy emphasized upOn wen she is wearing One...kan kan kan One way Or the Other, itz OnLy human tO actuaLLy haf dark tOts Of sumOne dat we dun Lyk Or be judgementaL tOwards them...the difference between us individuaLs is dat u can chOOse tO put On a facade n neva Let Others knOw ur true bad tOts n feeLings (eg: the kinda names dat u'Ld Love tO caLL dem Or juz pLain fOuL vOcab tO be used On dem) tOwards dat individuaL juz sO u wLdn't be perceived as a bad persOn n thus be hypocriticaL abt it...Or u can chOOse tO Let peOpLe knOw wOt kinda persOn u reLi are inside...if u r gOOd inside, then aLL be weLL...if u aren't...den racheL is wOt u be wLd becOme...whO is diz racheL n wOt has she dOne? ....nah...i'm nOt Lyk her...sO i wun gO ard bitching much abt her...i mean i Oredi started a LiL...but i wun gO intO d detaiLs here....sO caLL me...:) |
-=the fOrLorn seLf=- -=my wOrLd=- =-bLack-= =-poetry-= -=LL dat i want=- =-new hairdO-= -=i read=- ::diLLah:: ::winda:: ::sOfyn:: ::muna:: ::shazLyn:: -=whispers=- shOut tO me!
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